Disappointment

It hurts.
You think a 'friend' is something but they turn out to be something else. They really aren't. You trust them so much and they let you down. They end up hurting you. It's really hard to find friends nowadays.
You wanna stand up for yourself but you're afraid they'll think you're weak. You're too nice. You have no idea why you don't have the guts to fight for yourself.
No, you don't expect them to be perfect. But why'd they use you? All you've been is a true friend to them.
You wanna push them out of your life but how? Block them on whatsapp for what they think is no reason? They'll call you immature. Talk to them? They'll call you a drama queen.
You wanna feel better. You don't want them in your life. You wanna get rid of them. You can't handle toxic people.
They disappoint you.